Condolences for Sharon F. Gettle

Donna posted on 10/31/01

Hi mama, I miss you so much and just wanted to say that I am so sorry for not visiting your site sooner. You know I usually visit on a regular basis and I just needed to take a breather as It hurts so bad that you are not here with me. I wrote you another poem and I hope you like it. Missing You We miss your touch and tender smile,We want you hear with us We werent ready to let you go thats why there's such a fuss We didn't tell you all we had lingering in our minds We knew that you were feeling bad,you showed us all the signs Donna is your oldest,and wanted you to know,her memories and her love for you,will always'forever grow Scotty is your baby boy,Your eyes he did no wrong,and wants to send his love to you and sorry it took so long. Holly is your princess,So beautiful and kind,you made her what she is today,'that mold you'll never find. Penny is your concquer,with-in a heart of gold,the secrets that you always shared were never ever told. Barbie is your smile,your grace and stubborn way,a mold of you to carry on,each and everyday. Tiffany is your sparkle,Her dreams you made come true, adoptions just a WORD,the meaning's having a mom like you. Brandon went to heaven, the angel of us all,and now you are together,making sure we never fall SO MOM WE SEND THIS MESSAGE,TO LET YOU KNOW WE CARE,WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY,ONE DAY WE'LL MEET YOU THERE.

 

PENNY posted on 8/5/01

In tears, we saw you sinking, And watched you pass away. Our hearts were almost broken, We wanted you to stay. But when we saw you sleeping, So peaceful, free from pain, How could we wish you back with us, To suffer that again? It broke our hearts to lose you, But, you did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God took you home. If roses grow in heaven, Lord, please pick a bunch for me. To place them in my mother's arms, And tell her they're from me. Tell her I love her, and miss her, And when she turns to smile, Place a kiss upon her cheek, And hold her for a while. Because remembering her is easy, I do it everyday. There is an ache in my heart That will never go away. Don't think of her as gone away, Her journey has just begun. Life holds so many facets, This earth is only one. Just think of her as resting, From the sorrows and the tears. In a place of warmth and comfort, Where there are no days or years. Think how she must be wishing. That we could know today. Now, nothing but our sadness, Can really pass away. And think of her as living, In the hearts of those she touched, For nothing ever loved is ever lost, And she is loved so very much. MOMMY I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND CANT WAIT TO HOLD YOU WHEN THE DAY COMES WHEN I MEET YOU IN HEAVEN. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR BABY PENNY MOMMY I WSH YOU COULD COME HOME WITH ME BUT I KNOW YOUR IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE . LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER PENIELYN

 

jeff hodges posted on 12/25/01

I've meet a wonderfull young lady recently,her name is Penny. You have raised a fine woman, good mother and friend. At a time when I thought i would not feel happy again Penny has brought sunshine and smiles. Perhaps you crossed paths on your journey with my lost loved one, as I'am sure God has his hand in our metting.You do not know me, here,in this place, yet I feel we are not strangers.At this time when the season reminds us of our loss we can't help but be sad. Knowing you are in a better place, free from the pain and suffering we have here, is a comfort. May God's love continue to guide us on the path he has laid before us.And may your strength and spirit pick us up when we stumble. Christian love,Jeff

 

Dorinda posted on 5/10/03

I't getting closer and closer to graduation. only 26 more days so remember to be there. I'll save you a seat in the front so you can watch me walk the isle. I'm having my graduation party at lion's lake on june 28th. Don't forget to be there. i'm inviting the whole family. All the memories of you setting my 16th birthday party all come rolling back as tears unconfined drip down my face. i love and miss you so much. look down from heaven and watch me sprout my wings. Make sure you tell grandpa floyd too. I'll be waiting for you to walk me down that isle. I finally made it thanks to you and poppey.

 

Dorinda posted on 5/31/06

I just wanted to let you know grandma that i am having LITTLE BABY AND IF IT'S A GIRL IM NAMING HER MIDDLE NAME SHARLENE AFTER YOU AND GRANDMA ARLENE. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOO MUCH.

 

Tiffany Gettle posted on 6/19/01

I am gonna miss her alot. I'd like to say hi to my sister's and i'd like to say that I love and miss them very much, and I can't weight to see them. I would just like to say thank all of u for comming to this web. sight, and thank you for comming to her funeral. I miss everybody in my family and i love uyou all. thank you all very much. love always and forever, Tiffany Gettle

 

Donna Lord posted on 8/21/02

Hi Mom, Sorry I havent written as I no longer have a computer. I just wanted you to know how very much you are missed and not a day passes that your not in my thoughts. I love you mom and cant wait to see you again. I know your in heaven with Jesus and I am sure that place is so much better than this earth. I wrote you a poem and it is on my wall with your memorial. Well mom, I may move back to New York for a while and I'll be closer to you so I can visit your place of rest. I'll write again. I love and miss you so very much Love your daughter Donna PS. Thanks for having that letter sent to me It helped alot with those feelings I was having. I love you...

 

Donna posted on 7/16/01

Hi mom, Missing you really bad today. I miss your touch, smiles,and advice on what choices to make from day to day. I love you so very much and miss you endlessly and as time passes by,I should feel stronger but somehow I feel as if it were yesterday that the lord took you from all of us here. I pray I can receive strength threw all of this. I heard your song today and now I know why you loved it so much. I miss you mama and please watch over me and the babies and I'll write again. Bye for now but not forever. Love"Donna

 

Donna posted on 3/15/05

Hi Mom, I see that not many people visit your site any more. Im sure it is because of the pain envolved when doing so. I miss you and love you so much. I try so hard to love life and make what it is but it is so hard not having you here. Mom Arlene misses you alot too. Holly was here last week and invited me to the pottery factory and I reckon it struck me wrong as I broke down again. I try so hard to be the big girl and when the subject of you comes up, it is just unbearable. I miss you so much it hurts to accept you are there and not here with us. I need you, Barbie expecially needs you right now, Penny, Holly and just so many others miss your presents. Well mom, I better be a going but not forever, I will write again soon. ALWAYS REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER DONNA MARIE MARROTT/MATTICE

 

Donna posted on 2/23/04

Hi Mom, Just wanted to let you know that I think about you all the time and miss you so very much. I love you and will write again soon. Love: Your Daughter Donna

 

Donna posted on 11/13/01

Hi mama, It is very late at night and I am having a hard time sleeping so I thought I would write to you and let you know that I love you. This will be the first major holiday since you have gone to heaven and I'm really having a hard time with it. Please help me to be stong and to let me know your presence is with me during these times. I called Tracey today The one that bought your dinning set from you and she is trying to help me deal with this but I miss you so much. I know how much you wanted me to talk to her again and I know you really liked her and marc. I'm getting your table set and tracey said as soon as she buy's her new china cabnet she will give me yours. She is also giving me your picture and bowl set you sold to her and said I don't have to pay her for any of them. I think that was so sweet of her ma. I knew she cared about me deep inside and you were right, she was told a bunch of things I never said. I'm really glad we made up cuz I missed her alot and the kids as you already know that cuz I told you all the time. It's just really hard for me cuz I have to go thru these holiday's without my babies again, and now I have to add my mother to that list. The only hope I have is that I will one day be able to see and hold my babies again and be able to see you one day in your castle in heaven. Mama, I love you and miss you so much. They say, LOVE is a comfort to the soul. I say, LOVE brings heartache and undying pain that never goes away. I need you ma really bad but I know in my heart that the Lord Jesus took you for a better reason then my selfish desire of wanting to keep you here. I'm sorry, I know you were sick and in pain and I wouldn't want you to go thru that again. I hope time heels this wound as I hear about cuz this pain I feel inside and try so hard to hide is terribe. Well mama, I love you and please stand by me thru these holidays and always remember that this Thanksgiving I Promise to give thanks to the Lord for blessing me with a wonderful mom like you. Love: your donner

 

Donna posted on 12/27/01

Hi mama, I'm so sad this time of year with you gone. I am going to your grave side sometime next week and wanted you to know how much I love you. You are greatly missed. Maarlene said that when I write to you next to let you know that the last few years, you and her became very close and she misses you dearly. There have been many a nights when she has sat at home alone and shed tears of missing you from her heart and says to send her love above the clouds to your new home. Mama, I love you and I want to thank you for the strength and courage you have been giving me over the past few months and please be patient and continue to guide me in the right direction. I love you: Love: your donner

 

BRIAN posted on 10/1/01

JUST WANTED 2 LET YOU KNOW,I FINALLY GOT A JOB AND FEEL GOOD I WORK WHERE YOU USED TO AT FARM FRESH,IN THE DELI I FEEL REALLY BETTER ABOUT MYSELF THAT I CAN AFFORD TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR DAUGHTER BETTER AND YOUR GRANDCHILDREN AND LETS NOT FORGET ME,,,I AM STILL TRYING TO HIT THE LOTTO SOMEHOW AND I BELIEVE I WILL SOMEDAY,AND I WILL TAK ECARE OF YOUR HOLLY ..THANK YOU FOR GIVING HER TOO ME,,I MISS CALLING YOU AND HAVING YOU ANSWER MY CALLS,I DONT HAVE NOBODY 2 CALL NO MORE THAT REALLY SUCKS!!!SEE YA IN HEAVEN I WILL BE THERE 4 SURE!!!

 

Deede posted on 7/8/03

Hi Grandma...I graduated and now i'm about to go to college. I hope your having fun up there i just was hopping you'd give me some guidance. Mom is now with my Dad and you need to give her the strength to stay pure of heart. I miss you so much. I'm going to visit grandpa and tiffany at the end of august. Help me stay on my path with God and in school. I told you i'd be somebody and now im on my way so wish me luck and i love you with my heart and soul. Love your 1ST grandbaby, Dorinda

 

SWEET BRITTANY posted on 3/31/04

HI GRANDMA, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU I WILL WRITE YOU ALOT MORE, I BET ME AND RYEN ARE STILL YOUR FAVORITE GRANDBABIED 4 EVER!! I LOVE YOU BYE!!~ your 3rd grandbaby!!!!

 

Brittany posted on 3/5/12

Hi grandma, I haven't wrote to you in a long time,Im really sorry, your still always in my thoughts and my prayers and my heart. I miss you, and I still always think of all of our memories together. I wish you were here, everything is so different now. I have a 2 year old daughter, she is so perfect and beautiful,her name is Briella Autumn. I wish you were here to meet her and see how wonderful she is. I also have a 6 year old sister now, her name is Zoe Rain. Im sure your watching down on us and you know everything that goes on, but i hope you know i miss you and i love you and ill never forget you. Im living in new york now, i just got a new apartment and I wish I was still in virginia beach. I feel so far away from my mom, and just everything. I miss it there so much, even though it's still not the same without you. I love and miss you, I'll see you one day soon in heaven. tell adam i love and miss him, im sure you've met him already. Love Always, Brittany

 

tanner and brittany posted on 3/31/04

hi grandma its brittany , i am typing you something from tanner, hi gramma, i miss you i will always remember you and love you always and forever, you are my meemee, i am a big boy now, i am 5 years old i dont go to school yet though but i will next year, iw ish you were still here, i will write you more!! i love u my whole heart and soul, bye bye meemeee!!! love always, tan man~

 

sweet brittany posted on 3/31/04

hi gramma we love you!!!!! brittany n tanner n ryen

 

Tiffany posted on 8/27/09

Hey mommy sorry i havent wrote in awhile. I LOVE N MISS U SO MUCH. I wish u were here. Ur grandson is gettin so big. hes 1yr 2months now. i wish u were here 2 see him. I know that u would love him so much. N please watch over my babygirl. I LOVE U MOMMY

 

Donna posted on 5/13/12

Hey mom. Well another mothers day is bout to pass and I miss u so very much. It hurts to know your gone but you will never ever be forgotten. RIP mama :" ": <3

 

Donna posted on 3/8/06

Hey mom, I feel ashamed I havent visited your site in a while.I guess I just got so wrapped up in my life I forgot about the one who gave it to me. I miss and love you so much and wish so badly that you were here with us all. Well i will visit again and this time no so long of a time. I love you Love Donna

 

Donna posted on 8/7/01

Hello Mom, Just wanted you to know that Dorinda started school yesterday and as always, loves it very much. I miss you mom and this pain isnt any better than it was the day you traveled home to be with Jesus. I'm sure by now you have seen many of your friends and family there and I don't worry as much because I know that Uncle Clayton is there beside you and will teach you all you need to know on the other side. Please tell him I said Hi and I miss him too. I guess I am just having a rough time as you know the Kids B-day's have been pratically every month and I dont have you here to easy this pain any longer. Well, I miss you very much and will see you when the Lord feels it is time for me to be with you. I love you and please tell my Daddy that even though I didnt get to know him as well as I did you, that I love him too.Bye for now mama and guide me to make the right choices in my life. Love you always: Donna

 

Donna posted on 7/10/01

Hello Mom, I am sure you are doing your crafts and I won't keep you long, I promise. I miss you so much and love you with all of my heart and soul. I wish this pain would go away but I know it is natural to feel this way. I just feel a big hole in my heart and wish you were here. Knowone could ask for a better mom than the one GOD chose for me and I love you very much. Well, do your crafts and dance with the angels mama and always remember that your in my heart and thought about each and every day. /AN ANGEL WENT BAD / AND WAS REPLACED WITH ^^^^^YOU MOM. Love: Donna

 

Tiffany posted on 10/20/07

MOMMY I NEED U SO MUCH LIFE IS JUST WAY TO HARD ON ME RIGHT NOW AND IM LOOSING EVERYTHING! PLEASE WATCHOVER MY BABYGIRL I LOVE U MOMMY.I'LL SEE U AGAIN SOON.

 

Carolyn J. Hughes posted on 7/17/01

well, no words can describe what you meant to me. the fond memories i have will always keep you in my heart. the sadness of you leaving us seems to not want to depart me. i have had a hard time dealing with this and i wanted to tell you that the last time i saw you, when you held me tight and said "i love you cricket", i never dreamed of not hearing you tell me that again. you were my savour as i was growing up and you were my friend as i was grown. i will forever miss your sweetness and your wisdom. if it werent for you, i may not have been able to love at all. i know God lent you to us to show us how love can conquer and i am so lucky to have had you in my life. you will always be in my heart. I love and miss you Aunt Sharon. xoxoxo your cricket

 

Donna Lord posted on 6/18/01

To whomever reads this memorial, I want to thank each and everyone of you for the flowers and tears shed for the best mother in the whole world. She will be extremely missed and was very much loved by many. I pray that we all can harden our hearts a bit to get through this terrible pain. I say to all my sister's and my brother that i love all of you and we need to stay strong because mom is with us everyday. If we look in the mirror - we see mom many of our actions - we see mom the way we feel - we see mom so lets keep our heads up high and her memory alive cuz one day we will travel that same path as mom and meet her at those pearled lined gates. I love you all Love: Donna

 

karen goodnight posted on 11/17/01

to holy,penny,barbie and tiffany this thanksgiving day falls on my birthday,the 22nd.and in my prayers yous will be there too.i am missing your mom too and all of the others that i have lost.but yous and suzanne and sherri are the ones i am praying for the most.thre is a special place in my heart for yous.dont ever think yous are alone,you are not .i am ere for yous when ever you need me for any thing at all. will promis yous all that.what ever yous need plase remember thatyou can always call me any time no matter what.your mother has never left you,she is always in your heart where yous hld her an in your mind when yous think of her,as she is in mine.i think of sharon often. the whale trip,the time i had noe one to go to she was always there,for me you and any one else who needed someone,a bed some food ,and for one all that pluss some beer,cigarettes,and a place to put a junk car or too. sharon is always in my thoughts and so are yous. no my birthday this thanksgiving i pray that we will all learn somthing frome some one who could make you laugh,cry smill and even shake,some one who would put sleeping bags in the back yeard cause there was no more room in the house for another soul.she gave and gave and i will always remember my cousin sharon with the heart of gold. and for my birthday this year my wish is to yous,to have the peace and loving heart your mother had. and thatyour hearts will be at rest knowing that yous had one hell of a giving mother.i love yous all aunt karen

 

KAREN GOODNIGHT posted on 11/17/01

SHARON.PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT WRITING SOONER. I KNOW YOU KNOW WHY. I DO MISS YOU SO MUCH. CHRIS SAID THAT THIS WILL BE A VARY DULL FAMILY NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE .MY COMPUTER IS MESSING UP IT TOOK ME A LONG WHILE TO WRITE THE FIRST LETTER AND THERE ARE SO MANY MISTAKES AND NOW ITS DOING FINE. IS THAT YOU....I WROTE YOU A POME ON THE WAY TO YOUR FUNERAL AND I WANT TO PUT IT ON YOUR WEB SITE,BUT PENNY HAS IT AND SHE IS GOING TO SEND ME DOWN THE COPY.I MISS YOU AND I WILL LOOK OUT AFTER YOUR GIRLS.SHARON I WILL NEVER FORGET THE LAST TIME WE TALKED ABOUT YUR GRANDCHILDREN. I KNOW YOU WERE SO HURT.I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID.I JUST WISH SOME PEOPLE WOULD SEE THEM SELFS AS THEY ARE CAUSE LIKE YOU SAID WE DO AND THEY WONT GET TO HEAVEN TO BE WITH YOU UNTILL THEY CHANGE THERE WAYSTHEY ARNT FOOLING ANY ONE.HOLLY,PNNY BARBIE AND TIFFANY MIS YOU SO MUCH.THEY ARE GOOD GIRLS,THEY HAD ME LAUGHING SO HARD WHEN THEY WERE DOWN HERE.WE HAD SO MUCH FUN.ANGELA AND KIM HAD A BLAST WITH THEM.IT ENDED TOO SOON .SHARON YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS AND I REALLY DO THINK ABOUT YOU A WHOLE HELL OF A LOT.HOLLY GAVE ME THE ANGEL YOU PANTED.I LOVE IT,T MAKES ME THINK OF YOU.NOT THAT I NEED IT,BUT ITS SOMTHING THAT YOU DID.I LOVE YOU SHARON.GOODNIGHT SLEEP TIGHT KAREN

 

BRIAN BAKER posted on 7/3/01

SHARON,I WILL MISS YOU AND I CANT WAIT 2 MEET YOU IN HEAVEN,CAUSE I KNOW THATZ WHERE YOU WILL BE,YOU WAS SO KIND AND SO PATIENT WITH CHILDREN,I REALLY LOVED YOU AS MY SECOND MOMMY,WELL MOMMY YOUR FAVORITE SON-IN LAW WILL MEET YOU IN THE PEARLY GATES OF GODS HOME.LOVE BRIAN

 

sweet brittany posted on 3/31/04

ROSES ARE RED, VIOLETS ARE BLUE , GUESS WHO LOVES YOU? RYEN AND BRITTANY SURE DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~!~~

 

penny lynn posted on 12/15/01

Mommy's first christmas in heaven I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below.With tiny lights like heaven's stars reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular please wipe away that tear, For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear, But the sound of music cannot compare to the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you the joy their voices bring, For it s beyond description to hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your heart, But I am not so far away, we really arn't apart. So be glad for me dear ones. You know I hold you dear, and be glad I am spending Christmas with jesus Christ this year. I send you each a special gift from my heavenly home above, I send you each memory of my undying love. After all, Love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always most important in the stories that jesus told. Please love each other as the Father said to do, for I cannot count the blessings or the love He has for you. So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear, Remember your Mommy is spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. Mommy, we miss you so very much and ever day it gets even harder. you will always and forever be in your girls prayers. love penny lynn

 

barbie posted on 8/17/01

mommy, its me barbie well where do i begin i miss you much im so lost without you you have always been right next to me guiding me and now your gone and i dont know what to do i know your in heaven watching over rye'n and i but its not the same i just want to hear your voice it just isnt fair why my mommy? i need you so bad mom i want you to come home but i know that everything happens for a reason but i cant think of one reason why god took you from us please help me understand why?you will always be in my heart and memories and mom rye'n talks about you alot he misses you keep my little man safe i know mom that your ryens guardian angel thank you so much for being the greatest mommy and grandma to me and rye'n i love you with all my heart and soul we will see you in heaven we miss you and mom im sorry i didnt do it when you were here but thank you mom for giving me the strenght to stay away from them pills i love you mommy

 

Holly Brantigan posted on 7/2/01

mommy, Im so sorry it took me so long to write, its just that with all the pain im feeling right now,i could not possibly put in a few words how much i love you.Mommy, you are my whole life. you are every single breath that i take. mommy, how do i go on without you? i dont know, but i know that you had so many dreems for me,and thats what will keep me going.just knowing how happy you would be to see me susceed. Mom a couple months ago i asked you when god was going to send me an angel,little did i know that my angel was standing right beside me.you are my angel. i love you sooooooo much mommy and there is not one single breath that i take that i will not be missing you. I will see you in heaven mommy, i promise you. LOVE YOUR HOLLY

 

Holly posted on 11/4/01

Mommy, I miss you so much. I just want to wrap my arms around you and never let you go. I need you so much mommy. You are my best friend and you always will be.Mommy i see you in my dreams but it is not good enough i need to take you home with me where you belong. I just wish i knew how sick you really was i would have taken you to John Hopkins hospital i know they would have been able to help. im so mad at myself you told all of us that you were not feeling right. oh mommy im so sorry.i just pray that god took you to a better place where you are happy and dancing like you were in the front yard with barbi and i just a couple of days befor god took you from us. mommy please give me a sign that you are happy. please mommy, because i am worried about you. I love you with all my heart and soul. You are all my heart and you are truly the best friend that i will ever have. please dont leave me mom i need you near me always, even if i cant see you as long as i can feel you, thats all i ask.please mommy i love you always. LOVE YOUR HOLLY

 

Donna posted on 9/17/01

Hello mama, sorry I haven't visited here lately but things have been really busy. Im sure you know by now that many lives were lost on september 11th and so many people are experiencing the pain of losing there loved one as we all did on June 8th when you left us so suddenly. I miss you so much that there isnt one day that passes that your not on my mind and in my heart. I have a poem for you and thought you may like it as I always use to read them to you and you would love to hear them. I love you ma and miss so very much. GOD SET ME FREE Don't grieve for me,for now i'm free I'm following the path, God led for me I took his hand when I heard him call I turned my back and left it all I could not stay , just one more day To laugh,to love,to work or play Tasks left undone, must stay that way I found that peace at the close of the day If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy A friendship shared,a laugh,a kiss Ah,yes,these things I too,will miss Be not burdened with times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow My life's been full,Iv'e enjoyed much Good friends, Good times,a loved ones touch Perhaps my time seemed all too brief Dont lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up you heart and share with me God wanted me now HE SET ME FREE. I love you mom and may you rest in absolute peace. Love: your daughter Donna

 

BARBI posted on 7/7/01

MOMMY ITS ME BARBIE IM SORRY I HAVENT WRITTEN SOONER BUT YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY THOUGHTS AND HEART EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY I MISS YOU SO MUCH I FEEL LIKE I DONT KNOW HOW TO GO ON WITHOUT YOU YOU WERE MY LIFE EVERYTHING I DID REVOLVED AROUND YOU I CANT BEAR TO THINK THAT YOUR REALLY GONE I JUST WANT YOU BACK SO I CAN HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND TELL YOU WHAT A WONDERFUL MOMMY YOU WERE BUT I KNOW YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT GOD MOM WHAT DO ME AND RYEN DO WITHOUT YOU IM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU WELL MOMMY I KNOW YOUR IN HEAVEN AND THATS WHAT KEEPS ME GOING JUST KNOW THAT YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN RYEN AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MOMMY I WILL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN I LOVE YOU ALL HEART AND SOUL AND MOMMY WATCH OVER RYEN AND KEEP HIM SAFE IM GOING TO MISS YOU I LOVE YOU MOMMY LOVE YOU BARBIE AND RYE'N

 

Donna Lord posted on 6/16/01

Mom,I love and miss you so much. Although my picture is not reconized on your site,I am your first born child and my heart is broken now that your gone. I pray you watch over me and guide me in all i do. MOM I LOVE YOU FOREVER,and will see you in heaven. Love: Donna

 

Donna posted on 6/27/01

Mom, so sorry I haven't visited your site in a few day's however I'm sure you heard my prayer's. I love you very much and I'm trying really hard to stay strong. I used to think you grieve and then your okay but this feeling isn't easing up at all yet. I miss you so very much. The phone rings and I pray this is just a long dream and it will be you on the other end but I know I must face the truth. Ive always known since I was little that everyone has to die sometime however, I never dreamed of it being you. I didn't have you for so many years and I just wanted to make up the time that we lost. I just thank God I got to spend the time with you that I did. I love and miss you a lot and I'll write again.Love you forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love:-Donna

 

Donna Lord posted on 6/21/01

Mom, please ask God to give all of us the strength to endure your passing. We are all struggling to get through this and I know you wouldn't want that. We just love and miss you so much. A whole has been driven into all of our hearts and we all feel as if we are faced with a dozen paths in front of us not knowing which one to take. Show us the way to go on with our lives. We don't know because you never told us in fear of how we would all react to this situation. I am trying to find a way and lead the rest of my siblings in that same direction however, I feel so strong at times and then so weak I can't even think. I need your guidance mama and the strength you had until you went to meet your maker. I love you mom and miss you so very much. I will see you again and until then, soar the heavens like a bird and sing,dance and rest in peace with no pain or pressures cuz you deserve the very best as you remain in our memories forever. I love you Love: Donna

 

Donna Lord posted on 6/18/01

Mom, I went to church yesterday across from where i live and it was wonderful.You could feel the spirit of the Lord. I made you a promise to change my life around and i am sticking to it. You would be so proud of me. Mom, I miss you so much. I pray you ask the lord to help me out with the pain i am experiencing since your passing and Thank the lord Jesus for the sign I was given in church on Sunday, to let me know you were with him and at peace. I love and miss you so much. Love - Donna

 

Donna posted on 9/28/01

Mom, I just wanted to write and tell you Thank You for being with me each and every day. I miss you so very much and I am so sad that you had to leave so soon. I never imagined that you wouldn't be in my life. I took for granted that you would always be here for us. I want you to know that I even though I lost so many years without you, that you made up for every one.You never forgot about me and made sure I received my birthday cards and holiday moments. You were alway a breath away and if you were here today I would go home to be by you every moment. Now is to late and all I can do is grieve for you and pray that someday I will have the chance to see your beautiful face again. I love you mama and it is too hard to type and wipe tears away so I'll talk to you later. I love you with all my heart. Love: Your Donner

 

Donna posted on 7/2/01

Mom, I doing okay however still missing you a real lot. Some day's are better than other's. I received a bible today by UPS from a christian women from Georgia. I had no bible due to that storage thing, and it is the most wonderful gift anyone could receive. I'm sure you had something to do with this. Being an angle is a great job. You always liked to help people here too. I promise to read it everyday and find my way as you did. I love you and miss you dearly. Your memory is in my heart each and every day and always remember you'll never be forgotten only missed. Love Donna

 

Stephanie Englebrecht posted on 6/26/01

May I grant my deepest sympathies to Penny and family.....May god be with you all.

 

dorinda posted on 10/27/10

Just wanted to tell you that I love you and miss you. Wish you could meet all the new babies in our lives. Muah

 

BRIAN posted on 8/2/01

JUST WANTED 2 SAY I MISS YOU VERY MUCH,MY ONLY FRIEND BESIDES MY MOM AND YOUR PRETTY DAUGHTER WHOM I LOVE AND PROMISE 2 BE GOOD AND RESPECT HER FOREVER,I BEEN THINKING ABOUT MOVING 2 MIAMI WITH HOLLY AND YOUR GRAND CHILDREN,I NEED 2 MAKE SOME LOOT SO WE CAN LIVE BETTER,AFTER ALL ITS IN MY BLOOD 2 MAKE MONEY PLEASE WATCH OVER US AND KEEP US SAFE,AND REMEMBER WE WILL MEET U IN HEAVEN SO MAKE SURE U GOT SOME PRETZELS FOR ME,PS..THIS WORLD SUCKS ,GLAD U ARN;T SUFFERING NOMORE HERE !!GOD BLESS YOU SHARON I LOVE YOU !!!!BRIAN

 

penielyn posted on 4/23/08

dear mommy i cant believe its 2008 and it has really been that long and i have dealt with more pain than you can imagine . usually when i hurt you are there to hold me. mommy I lost my best friend once again 2005 me and jack was going to get married but instead of walking down an isle and picking out rings i had to pick out a casket .he was the best daddy any little girl could ask for . he was murdered but mom i know he is now in heaven watching over us with you by his side and as if that was not enought heart ache tiffanys daughter kalista wasalso taken home to heaven and mommy you know me i loved that little girl like she was my own i hurt so bad i wonder does it get easier mommy i miss you so much i need you so bad i pray everyday that me and my family continue to make better desecions and be more like jesus. i love n miss u soooooo much. i know you r and always will b my angel. love penielyn

 

Holly posted on 10/16/02

Dear Mommy, I'm so sorry i have not written in a long time, i just have a very hard time writing in to something that i know will never touch your hands. I just pray that your standing behind me as im writing so you will know how very much I LOVE YOU and Miss You with all MY HEART and SOUL. I have been going through so much in my life and i need you with me. I just got back a few weeks ago from your resting place and i wanted to just get you out of there. I miss you more than words could ever say. I ask God everyday why he took you from us? You were all we had.You were who kept us all together. everything has crumbled sense you have left. I dont even feel like i have sisters anymore. We need you so much. I know you cant help what has happened, because if you could you would. I just want you to be happy, all the pain i feel would be worth it if i only knew that you were happy and feeling all of the love that you deserve, that is the only answer i can come up with when i ask God why he took my mommy, He took you because it was time for you to have all the love that you deserved. mommy i know you were tired, i just want you to be waiting for me when it is my turn to go home. I love you mommy and i will die loving you. Love HOLLY

 

PENNY LYNN posted on 8/26/01

dear mommy, I miss you so much. mommy I need you. I would of never begined to imagine how bad this hurts. I just want to hold you so tight and never let you go. I need you so bad. I live so far from my sister,s and feel so alone. I know your here with me but its so hard . Mommy, I got a letter back from the mayor of virginia concerning donna,s kids. I know you were hurt so bad when them babies were taken from you. I know you had a special bond with seirra. I might get custody of her mommy. I know it is you up in heaven working them miracles. mommy how can I go on without you. You were my very best friend, my mommy, my angel. Everyone always asked me how I could live so far away. I could because of you because not a day went by that you dint call me and let me know you love me and even though you were miles away you were really here in my heart day after day. I cant believe it has been almost 3 months since my phone has rang and you were on the other end with your sarcatic funny voice saying " yeah" Do you know where your mommy is! I would laugh then say yeah I know where my mommy is on the phone with her baby! Mommy i know where you are because I know if only one person in this world made it to heaven It would be you! My Mommy! You always seemed to make everone laugh and smile no matter what the situation was. I hope when I go to heaven with you my babies love me and have charished me as much as your babies have. I know I am 26 years old but we are and always were your babies. Mommy , I promise I will lead in your footsteps and I will see you in heaven and mom on that day I will hold you and sqeeze you and never let you go. I love you mommy. See you in heaven your baby penny lynn

 

Holly posted on 4/19/02

Dear mommy, I am so sorry i have not written but i feel so much pain and i have not been able to even open up this memorial because of it. I dont want to face it mom, i dont want you to be gone,i just want to wake up out of this terrible night mare.mommy, i miss you so much. Why you? i just dont understand why he took you from us. i just pray that isee you again someday in heaven, oh i cant wait.everywhere i go i look for you , all over my house i look for signs of you, just hopeing that your here and i just cannot see you. Easter was so hard without you. i just kept staring at the basket you made for tanner last year and remembering how mad you were because i hid it in the closet because i did not want him to have to much candy oh you spoiled your grand babies, what a wonderful grandma and mommy you were.you are so missed. well here comes another holiday the most special of all, mothers day! How can i make it through mothers day without holding you. i remember last mothers day i took you out to tripps for dinner,now this mothers day i will be at your resting place. I made a promise to you mommy that every christmas birthday and mothers day i will be by your side as you are resting.i will be in newhampsire on may 12th so dont worry mom you wont be alone.i bought you a beautiful angel from the pottery factory, yes your faviort place. you are going to love her, my love for you is all through her and she will stay by your side until i lay there beside you one day. i miss you mommy and i love you soooo much. please be with me. Love your Holly Lynn

 

PENNY LYNN posted on 8/17/01

DEAR MOMMY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOMMY!I HAVE NEVER HURT SO BAD IN MY WHOLE LIFE. NO MATTER WHERE I GO OR WHAT I DO I HAVE MEMORIES OF ME AND YOU. GOD MOM I TOLD YOU EVERY DAY HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU, AND I WILL CONTINUE TO LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER. MOMMY I WISH YOU COULD COME HOME. I WISH THAT I WOULD WAKE UP FROM THIS TERRIBLE DREAM. YOU KNOW WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL AND JESUS TOOK MY DADDY HOME I DINT UNDERSTAND BUT THEN AS I GOT A LITTLE BIT OLDER I REALIZE HE TOOK DADDY BUT LEFT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO MY HEART AND THAT WAS YOU. MOMMY I WISH AND HOPE AND PRAY THAT I CAN BE HALF THE MOMMY YOU WERE TO YOUR BABIES. MOMMY IF I AM THEN I KNOW I WILL BE THE BEST MOM EVER. THANK YOU MOMMY FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO BE THE BEST MOMMY. YOU KNOW EVERONE LOOK DOWN ON US FOR HAVING OUR BABIES YOUNG BUT NOT YOU MOM YOU SAID YOU CAN DO IT HONEY. I DINT KNOW IT AT THE TIME BUT THAT WAS OUR PRESENT TO YOU. YOU GOT TO BE THE BEST GRANDMA EVER AND THANK YOU MOMMY LOVE ALWAYS PENIELYN

 

penny lyn posted on 12/27/01

Dear mommy, Happy Birthday!! Mommy, me and holly and barbi and grandma and uncle reggie and your grandbabies came to visit with you on your birthday.God, mommy it was so very hard. You should of been there for us to hold. It was so very cold and we did not want to leave you. I know you are in a better place but Its so hard. I hurt so bad. Every christmas morning the first thing I do is call my mommy. Mommy , I dailed your number but you did not answer. I am not sure why I called I guess I just prayed you would answer with your bueatiful voice on the other end saying yeah honey but you were not. You know all of us have been hurting as we feel you are gone but something happened this holiday. I realize you are not gone at all. when me and holly and barbi were together in New York I realized you were not far at all. All three of us are you. Barbi has your bueatiful smile and temper, Holly has your hands and stuburness and I have your feet and your loving heart. when we were all togeather I felt like you were there. Since june I have not felt so close to you until we were all togeather. we are you and we will never ever forget what yo have left us. You left us your love. Mommy , I love you so very much. Mommy we love you always and forever . your penny lynn

 

penny lynn posted on 9/27/01

Dear mommy, Today is very hard for me. I have been very mad at george but know matter how mad I am in the back of my heart I still had love for him as he has been our dad for 19 years, but today it became final he really did not love us. We lost our whole family. Everything that we called home. Today george showed up at Hollys house and dropped off all our chrisxmas ordiments and said he wasnt telling anyone where he was moving to and that maybe he will see us around some time. Why mommy ? Why are we being hurt over and over and over agian. I need you mommy today more than ever. I wish I could hold you just for one second. Mommy I would hold you and never let you go not even for a second. i dont know how to live without you. christophers birthday is coming soon and how can I possible celibrate his birth with out you. My son would not be here with out you. its so hard mommy to wake up knowing I will not hear your loving voice. I feel so alone.God we have know one. Aunt karen has been very good to us but that is all we have. I guess we have to be thankful for that. I know you know in your heart that she is so very kind with a heart of gold . Like you mommy!Mommy please I need you tonight more than ever. Can you hold me while I sleep because I dont know if i can wake up tomorrow without your heart next to mine. I will always love you mommy and you will always and forever be in my heart . I just hurt so very bad. Why mommy why are we alone. I know jesus needs the best of angels up there in heaven but we really needed you too. Our babies needed you. You are and always will be the best grandma in the world.Please be with us all especially tiffany as we try to make it thru our day. I love you mommy and miss you very much. love always and forever your penny lynn and mommy I forgot to tell you Holly will be graduation very soon please be with her as she works very hard in her classes and let her know in her heart that you are so very proud of her. love you mommy

 

penny lynn posted on 3/22/02

dear mommy, Today is coreys 12th birthday and all I can think of is you. You were there threw it all. Last year you gave corey 21 gold quarters for his 21 first b-day , so today i gave him twelve of them. Mommy he loved them and will keep them forever. It is so very hard today as I have sat and waited for you to call knowing you can not. I also know you are here with us . mommy i have been going threw so much and feel so alone as i feel like i have no one besides my babies. i miss you so much mommy and cry myself to sleep every night and imagine you holding me and rocking me to sleep as you did when i was a little girl. i feel so angry as if i am being punished. i dont like to feel this way but i dont understand why jesus took my mom and best friends from me when we needed you so much. i just wish for one moment that i could hold you. mommy, i cant wait to see you in heaven. i love you always and forever. love always and forever your penny lynn

 

penny posted on 6/18/01

DEAR MOMMY, I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO GO ON WITH OUT YOU . YOU ARE MY VERY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. I KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER BE IN MY HEART AND YOU ARE NOW MY GARDIAN ANGEL. I MISS YOU MOMMY AND WILL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN. LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOUR DAUGHTER PENNY LYNN MOMMY, PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGHT I DONT KNOW HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU. YOU WOULD CALL ME EVERY SINGLE MORNING. I KNOW YOUR SAFE IN HEAVEN . I HOPE IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL THERE. I KNOW IT IS. I LOVE YOU MOMMY, PLEASE DONT WORRY ABOUT BARBI . ME AND HOLLY ARE GOING TO TAKE CARE OF HER . LOVE ALWAYS PENNY LYNN

 

penny lynn posted on 5/29/02

Dear Mommy, Mommy it is almost june .In a week you have been gone one whole year. a year since ive held you a year since ive heard your bueatiful voice. I made it a year but mommy I know there is know way I can live with out you for the rest of my life. I heard so bad everyday. there is not a second that goes by that I do not think of you. Me and brett are selling our house and moving to virginia beach. It just hurt so bad mommy because I know I am to late. Why couldnt I have moved there sooner. I am going to make sure I am not to late for my sisters as they need me and i need them. mommy i miss you and love you so very much and i cant wait untill the day that you greet me at those bueatiful golden gates. When I see you mommy that will be the 2nd happest day of my life. The first was having you as my mother. I LOVE YOU MOMMY ! love always and forever your daughter penny lynn

 

Holly posted on 11/30/05

Dear Mommy, I am so sorry i have not written you. I miss you so much. It hurts me so much to come on here and see the words memorial, you are soppose to be here for me to hug and i miss you hugging me. You were all I had. You were the only one who knew me. I feel so alone without you. so unstable. I have lost everything. I know you would not be happy with the choices i have made in my life. I hope you and God can somehow forgive me. I need you so much. The only good thing i can say I have done is bring life to a beautiful little girl names Zoe. She is so wonderful. I wish you could have held her. I am still the same confused little girl you used to know. I dont feel good mom, I feel so messed up inside. I wish you could just come be with me for a while. i feel so dam alone. Soo unhappy. I lost my kids, my home, my career, i lost it all. I do not feel smart anymore i feel like someone just swiped my brain and i cannot think straight anymore. I hope you are so happy and peaceful whereever you are. I do not want to disturb your peacefulness, i am sorry. please just tell God how sorry I am. Mommy, penny does not feel good either, Jack, the love of her life is going to heaven today, and i am going to miss him too. please tell God to help penny and those kids. They need him more than ever. Mommy show jack around ok. and you two wait for us to meet you again. The way it is going down here I dont think it will be to long. remember, I love you so much mommy, and I miss your love. Love Holly Lynn

 

PENNY LYNN posted on 10/10/01

DEAR MOMMY, I AM VERY SAD TODAY. GOD, I NEED YOU SO BAD.MY HEART HURT SO VERY BAD. IT WILL NEVER BE WHOLE WITH OUT YOU. I DONT WANT TO BE HERE ON THE EARTH NO MORE. I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU. I DONT CARE WHERE WE ARE AS LONG AS WERE TOGEATHER. WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY. I KNOW I HAVE KIDS THAT NEED ME LIKE I NEED YOU. I LOVE MY BABIES VERY MUCH I JUST WANT US ALL TO BE TOGETHER AGIAN. I WISH I COULD WAKE UP FROM THIS HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE. SOMETIMES I WAKE UP IN A DREAM AND IT IS A NIGHTMARE AND I HOLD YOU SO VERY TIGHT AND YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE BIG BUEATIFUL EYES AND YOU SAY IT ME MOMMY I AM HERE I AM OK IT WAS ONLY A BAD DREAM BUT THEN MOMMY I REALLY WAKE UP AND YOUR NOT THERE. I LOVE YOU MOMMY ALWAYS AND FOREVER. YOUR PENNY LYNN

 

PENNY LYNN posted on 11/17/01

DEAR MOMMY , THANKSGIVIN IS COMING SO FAST. I CANT DO THIS WITH OUT YOU. EVERY YEAR I WOULD CALL YOU YOU WOULD GO DOWN THE LIST OF THE MANY GREAT TASTING FOODS YOU WERE WORKING ON COOKIN UP FOR THE FAMILYS GATHERING. MOMMY, WHAT DO WE DO? WHERE DO WE GO? I DONT MEAN TO SOUND HEARTLESS BUT WHAT CAN I BE THANKFUL FOR WITHOUT YOU. HOW DO I WAKE UP THAT MORNING WHEN EVERYONE IS TALKIN AND LAUGHING AROUND THE KITCHEN WITH THERE MOTHERS WHEN I AM HERE ALL ALONE. EVERY YEAR YOU MADE THAT NASTY STUFFING WITH THE TURKEY NECK AND KIDNEYS IN IT AND I WOULD BE LIKE MOM THAT IS GROSS WHY NOT MAKE STOVETOP BUT NOT YOU . YOU WOULD SMILE WITH THOSE GREAT BIG BLUE EYES AND SAY THIS IS GOOD YOU DONT NO WHAT YOU ARE MISSING. MOM I KNOW WHAT I AM MISSING THIS YEAR AND MOMMY ITS YOU. I WOULD EAT THAT STUFFING THIS YEAR I SURE WOULD WITH THE BIGGEST SMILE EVER ON MY FACE. GOD, MOM THIS IS SO HARD. ITS FEELS LIKE EVERY DAY WITH OUT YOU IS GETTING WORSE. WELL MOMMY I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER. LOVE YOUR PENNY LYNN

 

penny lynn posted on 5/13/02

Dear Mommy yesterday was mothers day and it was so very hard. Me and holly and barbi and donna came up to your resting place and we stood in the rain talkin to you. I know you heard us. Mommy it hurts so bad to know we cannot hold you on mothers dAY. I cannot stop hurting. I wish there was something I could do for you. mommy I bought you an angel and some flowers to your grave. your resting place was just so bueatiful just like you. Mommy why , why are you in heaven when you are the most caring person in the world and all your babies and grand babies miss you so very much. I wish i could turn back time and take your place. It is so very hard to live without you. I wish i could wake up from this terrible nightmare and you would be there to hold and to tell us how much you love us.Mommy I just want you to know something, you told me a week before you went to heaven that all you wanted to do is to leave this world loved. well mommy it may of not been george who made you feel loved but your babies loved you more than anyone could be loved. you arte the best mother in the world. Happy Mothers Day Mommy . You will always and forever be loved and never ever be forgotton. love always and forever your daughters and grand babies. love your baby penielyn

 

Holly posted on 1/26/07

Dear Mom, I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and wish you were here. I know you cannot be here physically but I know in my heart you have been near me resently. I have felt you with me. I just wanted you to know that I did feel you near me when I needed you most. You have given me strength, so Thankyou.I love you mom and I will make you proud of me. Please with Brittany and Tanner and watch over them when I am not able to be with them. Please someday mom help bring my babies home to me. I love you so much

 

Donna posted on 4/2/03

Dear mama, I love you and miss you very much please watch over Holly and me as we take a trip to your resting place. With Love Love your Donnier

 

Dorinda posted on 11/5/02

dear grandma, It's been a while since i last talked to you and i miss you so much. We visit wedgwood everyday and mom manages to cry everytime because shes reminded of you.I wanted to tell you that i met my dad for the first time and i thank you because i know you are the one that led us to his house. I am so happy now with my dad. He got me an angel from washington DC and oh, you should see it... It looks like you. I also am graduating this year.I love you grandma and always will.Im asking you to be there at least in sprit.I know it was you wishing me happy birthday yestarday when you gave me the bumper sticker--"im only sixteen"-- i remember that bumper sticker from my sixteenth birthday party. I will always remember that you threw me that birthday party. It was the best i ever had. well, i love and miss you!!!!! Love, your Deedee

 

christopher posted on 7/9/01

dear grandma, I hope it is pretty up there in the sky and I hope you have a great time with jesus. grandma i miss your soup to. i was sick the other day and you always made the best soup in the whole world. Are you making the soup for jesus and you? and i hope your making lots of friends in heaven. I miss and love you so very much. love always and forever christopher justin

 

sweet brittany posted on 3/31/04

dear grandma i love you i miss you so much, mommy left and has a new boyfriend i wish she would come back home with daddy, daddy wont hurt her no more i bet. if she dont come home i wanna live with aunt barbie, if you were stil here with me then i would live with you. i miss you so much, im sorry that i never write to you it is just because that i dont like to face reality and realize that you are gone. tanner is big now he is 5 years old and he still thinks and talks good about you , he still rememebers your name as meemee. he always will remember you and love you. i remember at my birthday party before you passed away all you mostly did was look out he window because you probably knew something was going to happen, i wish it didnt happen though.because i miss you so so much. im so so sorry if i was ever mean to you because i didnt mean it i swear i didnt,i hope you forgive me, after you passed away tiffany told me that you wouldnt want me near you so thats kinda the reason i dont like to go with mommy to your resting place and because i dont like to see my grandma under the ground! me and ryen are still your favorite grandchildren i hope because you will always be our favorite grandma in the whole wide world and nobody could ever take your place at all! you did nothing but spoil me and ryen , i remember when mommy was so so overprotective and she wouldnt let me outside at your house when you babysat me and ryen together and you would just let us out anyways and when she would call to check on me you would make up a story like i was int he bathroom or something. a few months ago when i still lived in va. beach i went to wedgewod with aunt barbie i walked around by myself and i started crying when i seen your old trailer. i miss it there and i miss you being there too, i had alot of good times with you, me and ryen are still very very close with eachother and sometimes we mention your name , when we hear certain songs we think of you alot~i wish you were here and i could take your place . i bet you are really happy there in heven, tell god i said hi and jesus too . tell all the angels to sing me a song. i bet you like the flowers and crafts up there int he sky. i live n clarksville with dad and tanner now. my aunt kimmie is living with me ,on june 24 i am going to va. beach it is one of my birthday presents from mom, i cant wait.i wish that june 8,2001 never came because you would probably still be here wiht me, i wil go and see aunt arlene in clarksville everyday for you since i live near her. she reminds me of you except she smokes alot!!!!lol, you better have quit smoking up ther ein heaven , they are bad for you, i am 12 years old now and ryen is 9 years old , tiffany is living with poppey in ilion i think , aunt barbie is living in va beach near the movue gallery right near her old place , i will try to write to you alot more grandma!~ remember me and ryen love and miss you so so muchj!!!love always, YOUR SWEET BRITTANY BRYLYN~~ p.s. I LOVE YOU!!!

 

rye'n posted on 7/9/01

dear grandma i hope you have a nice time in heaven with blackjack and i love you very much. love Ryen' B

 

Terina Layne posted on 7/2/01

Dear God, Please take this message to my Aunt Sharon. Tell her how much I love her and tell her how much I miss her. Please tell her that I thank her for being the most wonderful Aunt anyone could ask for and I thank her for loving me. I know she is in heaven with you now and she is at peace, but some of us down here are not taking this very well. So please God can you watch over my cousins,Mom, Grandma, and anyone else that may need you? Thank You, Amen

 

Terina Layne posted on 7/18/01

Dear Aunt Sharon, If Tears Could Build A Stairway, And Memories A Lane,I'd Walk Right Up To Heaven And Bring You Home Again. A rock reads this, and it will lay next to your grave the next time I go visit you. I love and miss you Aunt Sharon. When I was told that you passed, I had a vision. It was so clear and sharp. I knew it was real. You were surrounded in bright light, with the biggiest smile ever, entering a place, I know it was heaven, you were going towards all of your friends and family that had already passed over.I knew at that moment that you were going to become one of Gods Angels. I smiled for a split second, then reality hit, this meant that you would no longer be with us. Your strong will to help so many in need left some,helpless. You were the happiness that made us smile, the jokes that made us laugh,your stories brought magic into our lives, you were a teacher of fun, unique in so so many ways, your creativity shows me why God needed you more than us. You are an Angel now up in heaven and one day I will see you again, until then I will keep you in my heart, and your memory will live. I love you, Your niece, Terina

 

Dorinda French posted on 6/16/01

GRAMMA, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO NOW CUZ YOU DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE ME GRADUATE. I PROMISE GRAMMA TO HAVE YOU IN MY HEART ON THAT SPECIAL DAY AND I WILL MAKE YOU SO PROUD OF ME. I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH. LOVE: YOUR GRAND-DAUGHTER DEEDE

 

Donna posted on 8/22/01

Hello mama, I am so sorry that I havent written in a while but I have been so busy with this job and this is my only access to a computer right now. I see that you have been busy watching over Penny and Barbie though so Im sure I didnt upset you in any-way. I want to thank you for watching over us all and helping Barbie with her problems as you know it takes great strenght to overcome addictions. Please stand by us all and always remember that all your babies love and miss you very much. Mom, Please remember that even though scott hasnt written I know he loves you and misses you to as I feel it in my heart but you know he has to hold that stuburn pride that dad had. Please let my children know that i love and miss them very much and as you know today is Rhobea's B-day so it is kinda rough on me with all the loses I have went through in the last 3 years. There isnt much left to take. Well mom, Im sure someone else needs your strength now so i wont take up no more of your time just remember that i love and miss you so much and will go for now but not forever. Love Donna

 

Donna posted on 7/31/01

Hello ma, just thought I would write to tell you how much I love and miss you. I am so worried about how to handle things on a day to day basis without your advice but I am handling I reacon. Not always good choices but I am doing better than usual. I miss you so much. I sent my picture in to altmeyer to be pictured with you so hopefully I will be placed on your site with the rest of your beautiful children. One thing you can always say ma , is that you had all nice lookin kids and although we dont always show it , we all have common sense and have inherited many of your great qualities. I love and miss you dearly and will write again soon. Bye for now but not forever Donna

 

Donna posted on 7/18/01

Hello ma, I just wanted to tell you how very special you are and always will be to me. I will never forget the advice and unconditional love that you gave to me. I miss not have you here to respond to my questions however, I know you hear my prayer's and have them answered for me in your new way of life with God. I just miss you so much and I feel like there is a big hole in my heart that at times actually takes my breath away. I still cant believe you are gone and want you to come back here so bad. I still hope or I should say day dream that when the phone rings it will be you asking me how I am doing or to yell at me for not calling that week. I am so sorry for the missed weeks that i didn't here your voice or concerns. I guess I just didn't realize how very sick you really were.I would give anything to take the pain you had away. I reacon the Lord Jesus took your pain away by bring you home to live with him and I should be happy for that reason but as you would say, YOU are being selfish DONNER! cuz deep down I am mad as hell cuz he took you. Why mom? Why? I love you so much and am trying to be strong but knowing deep down that I won't get to see your smiles and laughter, be able to hug and kiss you again really, really hurts. Well mom, as you read my prayer to you just remember that you are the sunshine in my heart and the apple of my eye forever and ever. I love you mama Love; Donna

 

Donna posted on 11/12/01

Hello ma, I just wanted to say goodnight to you and let you know how much I miss you. I think about you every single day of my life. I hold you tight in my dreams and when I wake up in the morning and glance in the mirror I see so many traits of you steering back at me. I am trying so very hard to stay strong and it's just so hard to do. How do you go on in life when your mother was the biggest part of it? How do you look at yourself in the mirror when you see your mama steering back at you? How are you supposed to pray when there are so many people in the world today that is praying and is experiencing the worst tragedies ever recorded in history? Where their prayers answered? I dont doubt the lord mama. I really dont. I know he must have had his reasons. I know he is there watching over us all. I just miss you so much and there is so much I dont understand. Please rest in peace mama. Don't let this George make you feel uncomfortable in any way. Please dont let any of us kids make you feel like we cant make it out here. All I asked is that you keep us Kids and all your grandbabies free from all harm and the courage to grow stronger with each day that passes. I love you so much and miss you with all my heart. xxxxxxxooooooooxxxxxxxxxooooooxxx I love you !!! Love: Your Donner

 

dorinda posted on 5/4/11

Happy mother's day gramma i love and miss you! xoxoxoxox wish you were here to see your great grandbabies...you'd love them!

 

Dorinda posted on 10/30/07

Grandma, please watch over me and help me make the right decisions. You would have loved your great grandaughter. She's gotten her first two teeth today and i know she'd want to tell you so i did it for her. I love and miss you more than ever. Please keep kalista safe i know she's going to be a handful. I love and miss you and will always but somday not that long in gods eyes we'll all be there and you'll be waiting to greet us with open arms.

 

COREY posted on 6/12/01

GRANDMA, I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND WILL MISS YOU. YOU ARE THE BEST GRANDMA IN THE WORLD. LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER COREY MAC

 

Dorinda French posted on 6/18/01

Grandma, you took me in when i had nowhere to go. thank you for all you've done for me. I will always cherish your memories. I will make your dream come true. i will graduate in the year 2003-and thats a promise.Somedayfar from now you'll have a great grandbaby to be proud of and help her/him to grow to be just like you. i love and miss you dearly. = May your spirit live on for years to come. Love, Your first Grandbaby, Dorinda

 

Dorinda posted on 8/28/01

Grandma, I love and miss you so very much yet, i still feel as if you are still here. I hope you see grandpa in heaven... i've never met him. I just want you to know that im marching in all of the football games this year and im working really hard on getting perfect attendance. Mimi, as you probubly already know, my classmate Justin just died on saturday night. please help him find his way through those pearl white gates. Grandma, i miss you so much and it's just so hard to believe your not here anymore. Everything reminds me of you. mom was just sitting on the couch yesarday and i saw you. I love and miss you very much. most of your memories make me smile and laugh and others i just can't hide the tears. i love you and can't wait to see you after i have lived my life. Guide me through my path and be my light and my strength. i love you mimi. Love, your first grandchild, Deede

 

rye'n posted on 8/18/01

grandma i really really miss you so very much and i hope you have a great time with blackjack and thumper.i really really love you very much.i cant wait to come see you in heaven.love rye'n

 

Tracy,Greg,joe Burkett posted on 6/15/01

Dear George and Family, your in our thoughts and prayers. Sharon was such a wonderful Lady. She will be greatly missed by all those who knew her.May God Bless her and Rest in Peace.

 

Donna posted on 7/3/01

Goodmorning mom, I had a real bad time last night as I am having trouble sleeping. Mom, I am the oldest of your children and I am suppose to be the one that can take this situation better and somehow I am not doing to well. I have been thinking about moving back to Virginia Beach as I miss my family really bad. I am so depressed with you being gone and miss you so much. How do I gain strength through this stuff. I'm not doing a good job by myself. I love you so much. Please guide me to make the right decisions and show me how to stay strong. I love and miss you so very much. Love you always and forever; Donna

 

Mickey posted on 2/27/07

Dear Sharon, I just found out about this site through Holly and I wanted to write you. I really miss you and the last time we talked we made plans and I was going to visit you on the very day of your funeral. I was very shocked when I told my sister I was going that day to visit and she told me you passed away. I hope you are no longer suffering up there and that maybe you are with Great Grandma and Grandma Ruby. I am still married to Bill and he is in Iraq right now so watch over him please. You wouldn't believe how big the kids are. Thomas is starting college in the fall and Kassandra will be a Senior. We are in Texas but will be moving to Colorado Springs, CO in the summer when he comes back. I am glad Holly told me about this website and I would have wrote sooner if I had known. I pray you are happy and watching over all your loved ones. I love and miss you and wish we had that last visit as planned. Love Mickey

 

billy felts posted on 10/29/01

Dear sharon, if you can hear me, I will always miss you for all the great things you did for me I love you and will see you in heaven. Billy

 

penny posted on 3/20/05

Dear mommy, I went to virginia Beach and mommy its not the same without you there. I drove by our house on va blvd and I could almost see you standing in the front yard. I pulled in I don't know why I guess I was hoping I was in a bad dream and you were going to come out on that porch any second and give me a big hug and kiss and say how was your trip I love you mom. I also brought the greatest gift in the world for you to see. My little sharon ann brantigan. Then I realized you already knew as you gave her to me. Thank You mom I never could understand the love of a mother and daughter now I do because you gave me my very own love of a daughter. Mommy she is so bueatiful and acts just like you she speaks her mind and looks like you and mariah I know you would love her. Mom I need you to do miricles from heaven and one of them is to help barbi but most of all help little ryen mommy he needs you he needs me but barbii is subborn like always and will not let me help . Please give her the strenth to see what this is doing to ryen and you can't help physically so let me. He wants me mommy. Please mommy please help. And thank you mommy for helping me see the right way to be a good mommy the answer is clean and sober when things get hard pray don't use. You did it and raised all of us and even lost a son . So I can too. Thank you for being the best mommy in the world. P.s I think I am getting married this year to aman who finally knows how tto treat a woman absolutly no violance all the love in the world and he loves the boys like they are his. I am so lucky. Thank you mommy love always and forever penny lynn little sharon ann 1 yr old and the boys p.s sharon was born oct 13 on daddys bday

 

PENNY posted on 7/24/01

DEAR MOMMY, I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN IN WORDS THE PAIN I FEEL WHEN I WAKE. FOR A SPLIT SECOND I OPEN MY EYES AND THINK ILL CALL MOM THEN A SECOND LATER I RELIZE YOUR GONE, I CANT CALL YOU BY PHONE BUT I STILL CAN CALL UPON YOU. I TALK TO YOU EVERDAY EVEN THOUGHT I CANT HEAR YOU REPLY I KNOW YOU ARE IN OTHER WAYS. I MISS YOU MOM. TIFFANY MISSES YOU AND BARBI AND HOLLY AND DONNA AND SCOTT, I DONT REALY KNOW HOW TO GO ON WITHOUT YOU BUT I AM TRYING ONE DAy at a time. mom, i will sign back on later and write again. love always and forever your penny

 

Holly posted on 10/8/03

Dear mommy, I miss you so very much. I will see you in heaven. Love Holly

 

PENNY LYNN posted on 7/11/01

DEAR MOMMY, I SAW A BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY TODAY AND I JUST KNOW IT WAS YOU. I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I WISH I COULD JUST HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS. MOM, I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I HAVENT HEARD YOUR VOICE IN A MONTH AND I FEEL LIKE I CANT LIVE . I DONT KNOW HOW TO GO ON WITHOUT YOU . YOU WERE THE ROCK IN OUR FAMILY. THE STRENTH AND WITHOUT YOU IT FEELS SO LONELY. I HAVE NEVER FELT SO ALONE IN MY WHOLE LIFE. I MISS YOU MOMMY. I WILL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN. LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOUR PENNY

 

PENNY LYNN posted on 11/22/01

DEAR MOMMY, TODAY IS THANKSGIVEN AND WE ARE ALL VERY SAD. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH. THANKSGIVEN IS NOT THANKSGIVEN WITHOUT YOU. I NEVER RELIZED HOW MUCH OF A PART OF THANKSGIVEN YOU WERE. YOU WERE EVERYTHING. THIS YEAR I AM THANKFUL FOR HAVING THE BEST MOMMY IN THE WORLD FOR 26 YEARS. MOMMY , I KNOW YU ARE WITH US ALL THIS THANKSGIVEN. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.YOU ARE ALWAYS AND FOREVER MY ANGEL. PLEASE HELP ME GET THRU THIS DAY.GOD HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. I JUST WANT TO HERE YOUR VOICE JUST FOR ONE MIN. LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOUR PENNY LYNN

 

penny lynn posted on 12/2/01

Dear Mommy, Its now december and I feel so lost without you. You were always there for me when I was sad or hurting. I know you are still there for me but I just wish for one moment that I could actually hear you. God I cant imagine Christmas without you. You always made the holidays what they were. How can I even begin to make the holidays anything close to what you made the holidays for your babies. I just have been hurting so much lately . I am so worried about barbi. I have been trying so hard trying to help her but I dont know what else I can do for her besides be there for her. Please mommy work your miricles from heaven like you always have and give barbi the strenth to say no. mommy just know that you will never ever be forgotton. I love you with my whole heart and always and forever will try to be half the mommy you were. love always and forever your penny lynn

 

penny posted on 8/12/01

Dear MOMMY, I need you more than ever!!! Mommy please give the strenth to go in the right direction. I promise you mommy I will make sure Tiffany is safe. Mommy please lay next to me tonight as I sleep as I miss you and need you more than ever tonight. I know you will be there cause your babies are every thing to you. Goodnight mommy love always and forever your penny lynn